A month later, I end up crying like waterfall through skype with mum. Not because I miss home but things just happen over and over again like im back home with sister and dad can’t be a little kinder and nicer to do things up with initiative. Mum is having tough time cause if I’m at home, I would help her to settle things despite annoyance with anger at dad and sis. But right now I’m so far away yet they are still the same all I could do is hearing from mum getting the frustration yet not able to do anything.

I guess that’s not the only reason for crying, met up with new team for the rest of two semester for project yesterday and feel like I can’t cope with school and feeling so depressed. I even talked to my egg while trying to flip it and failed, wash the dirty sink, cook things that I had never done before but taste nice actually LOL.