Been having trouble sleeping at night either unable to sleep or wake up in the middle of the night until sun rise before I could fall asleep. Night time here is much more harder to survive than day time with silence and emptiness creeping in despite having people around in the house but still feels so different. Back home, being alone at home is the best thing I enjoy but here is way too scary to handle. Being here, my weakness and soft spot seems to magnify by 100times with clear resolution or rather brings me back to them which I had forgotten long ago. I guess it's just trying to be strong and overlook them. ..

I miss Yoyo so much, looking at bunny reminds me of her companion and start to tear missing her so much. Soft toy isn't really my thing but right now i'm so glad I had this bunny with me at least something to get me through at nights without company of Yoyo. Going out or seeing dogs on TV just make me miss her way so much more, still long to go to see them :(

No matter what, a month gone, a step closer to home :)