Stupid me
Thursday, 17 May 2012 | 12:18 am | 0 hearts♥
LOL sudden outburst
of tears when can’t find another invitation card thought got thrown away and
parents start to quarrel when I repeatedly told them it’s fine. Think there’s
too much expectation I been pinning on them but one after another let me down
down down.
Mum start
to feel unwell and being nervous about graduation tomorrow worrying if she will
be able to make it with so many people and confine in the theatre. Just like
sister first performance, she eventually give in to her fear and decide to withdraw
at the last minute leading disappointment to sister and me. Really hope she
will be able to survive through for me tomorrow after all this is one in a life
time thing. Start to feel so disappointed with this family for not being
supportive neither being normal like other families especially in comparison
with my Singapore cousin.
There are a
lot of things which I would like to enjoy together but looks like no effort is
put in from everyone in the house. Logically I should not blame mum for her
condition but after these years thing have not change for a better only makes
my emotion outburst bit by bit.