Accepted & Rejected
Saturday, 19 May 2012 | 2:24 am | 0 hearts♥
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| (Shocking) Acceptance Letter |
Woke up early and emailed
documents over instead of going down personally as planned until she told me to
email over and brought my sense back that such thing do exist. Must be
yesterday at graduation everything also manual no such thing as phone also
dreamt about doing everything manually without taking advantage of technology.
In the noon had missed call
and call back to be notified I had got my offer letter. It was surprising but I
was too shocked to react and only being blur trying to do things without
knowing what to do. As brain was not processing I started to get the excitement
once again reminding me of yesterday excitement continues on.
But not long with excitement, I
started to feel sad and regret even thinking if I should give up this chance
just to stay here in Sg. Changing my mindset, I wanted to make it like I’m
there for holiday which might make things better and easier. Just a day yet my feeling kept changing from
positive to doubt if I’m able to survive through but going back to initial intention
this is what I had been working for over the past 2 years and it will be
ridiculous to give up just to stay here. It won’t be long just a year with
break in between to come back like a long holiday trip.
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| (Happi) Rejection Letter |
In the evening saw a letter
from local university. Didn’t had much expectation but I was happy that it came
though rejection letter cause finally some news is here after all the waiting. Time
seems to be right coming in when I got another successful application and decision
need not to be made again just follow everything as planned. A lot of thing to
get it done keeping me busy for another month, suddenly realize there is too
much to be done, too much procrastination over these 3 months only making myself
grow more fats.
Looks like I’m going to get a
little bit of fun before flying off slight different from initial thoughts.