Death seems near.
Friday, 13 April 2012 | 3:15 am | 0 hearts♥
Come to realize
that death seems to be everywhere and anywhere, just an instant it could just
take control of us. Monday, found out that one of mum best friend, Connie was
sick since last December till right now and didn’t get to recovered. She didn’t bother to inform us thinking what
good it might do anyway everyone will know after she gone to another world,
though as friend it hurt to hear that but I can understand her thoughts. If I were
in her shoes, neither would I want to notify everyone just for the sake that I’m
leaving soon therefore gets everyone to come. She was born with heart problem
despite estimated to live no more than 4 years; she had live more than that, 2
more years to forty. As what mum said, though it’s a pity but on the other hand
is actually a blessing for her to live so long as compared to other kids which
almost all has been gone by now. Nevertheless still feel sad for her and
especially after going through problems and problems in her life while thinking
life get better it took a turn instead. Currently she could only stay on her
bed, even talking means hassle to her making her hard to breathe. I guess the saddest
part was her being unable to get close with her dog, she can’t take care of him
anymore everyday just look at each other waiting for death to come. Heartache
to them knowing that death will come and there is nothing they could do at all,
I’m certain that by any chance she left first, the dog might just sad to death.
On Tuesday went
out to try on skate with ‘giraffe’, halfway thunder and lightning came with
darks clouds emerging. We got to get into shelter during those moments
lightning kept coming and was scary though he tried to be calm but I know he’s
scared because he is way too tall and easy to get strike. Aftermath we had
little chat and told me about how he was unable to see his future and kept
having the hunch that he might die before 30. When we tried to get into shelter
he just had moments of thoughts might just get strike and be gone. Somehow sound
dramatic but I guess some people do have those kind of intuition.
Just now heard
from a friend about great grandma condition seems like either way also same conclusion
but they have no idea what choice to make.
Been coming
across various articles all about death be it natural causes or human causes as
well though I guess it’s has always been like that but didn’t realize them till
recently so many deaths every now and then.