if only things fall in the right place. 

Didn't even had tree for this year, as each year goes each festive season became part of  a normal day. Initially was our birthdays no celebration with just a cake and sometimes with gift sometimes not and soon it was Chinese new year. Due to some reasons, we don't go back to celebrate still would have some decoration at home and slowly no decoration at all and festive cookies get little by little. On coming one plan not to buy any festive food at all but just cook own dishes since many places would be closed. This Christmas, no trees no Christmas food, no party, no people, no songs at all. Well at least just now manage to eat western dinner somehow look like one decent Christmas meal and bought a log cake. 

Emo Christmas this time round. 

Heading back to memories.