I'm haven been able to feel relax at all ever since UT ended.

Now I can't fall asleep finally from too much stress, past two days had difficulty with sleeping too but still lethargic overwhelm comfortableness. Been feeling so sick of life at home with constant problems and sigh here and there, even if there is no words spoken the atmosphere is enough to suffocate me. I tried to sleep early since on monday I will have to wake up at 6am but shit start to feel so unwell be it during asleep or when I am awake. Now my stomach start to grumble: hungry but I don't plan to eat supper lols guess I still have to eat in the end. 

When When When can I start to feel the lightness that I want to.