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I live life with simple rules.
I care for those who would also care.
Maybe I can’t give the best companionship,
but I can treasure all good memories.
Maybe sometimes you don’t like my personality,
but behind my imperfections,
I can still be there to lend a hand when you need me.





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钱钱钱，长大了要为钱烦恼了
Monday, 21 February 2011 | 12:04 pm | 0 hearts♥
Supposedly, university fees was to be borne by parents till recently they were talking over dinner and I start to see the fact that it seem like I was supposedly to be the one paying instead of them. How do I phrase it? Mum was asking dad about university fees, then he start to say then CPF there leh also need to pay what etc.. hinting as if I should be thankful that he is paying when I was suppose to be the one paying. I was kind of wth,

  1. the issues with $$ isn't suppose to be my fault because!  His sister got herself into debts overseas and came to us to help her out so one sum vanished. 
  2. Secondly, his mother was like wth last time when my parents were working together she wanted them to hand over every single cents to her instead for my parents to save for the future so didn't manage to save much either. 
  3. Thirdly, kind of most angry one. Previous two was like already happen so nothing to be grumpy about but he just bought a $300 ipod for my sister 2 days ago after the university issues. 
well I understand that if you are really like financial problem in supporting me to university of course I will be considerate to go work and study at the same time to support myself. But things does really seem like this you know. Like now so many things I need to start buying then there you are like wanting me to use my own money when you don't let me work during vacation, when I don't have much angpao money also. If at least I start to work now, saving will start to be there then won't be so xin ku in the future.

Actually I am seriously unhappy with him over money issues when I NEED to buy my things like laptop, shoes, etc... which i NEED and yet he like huh....then I start to sian already always hearing them about saying then the money leh? OMG WTH you happily buy new phone for yourself which only lasted few days and sold it off, happily buy new bicycles cost over thousands, happily buy ipod for sister which she obviously don't NEED it yet when I need, you down there HARRRRRRRRR.

1 word: BIASED. Say only ma but I know right to the very deep end, this is the fact. Based on so many things & occasions I been and seen through.




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