好失望， 好开心， 好烦恼， 好累， 好懒， 好想

好失望， one by one last minute decide not to come for the party -.- idiot, only left brother said he will come since all don't want to come but God knows tomorrow somehow he decided not to come too.

好开心， had gathering with secondary clique today not to much people nor too little just the six of us it's like in secondary one when the few of us get to know each other and stick around. Initially will be a big group like gathering for sec 4 class but end up only few of us turn up. Everyone had a gift for the birthday girl except me :( I wanted to bake her a cake but tired & lazy so decided to treat her to movie. I'm glad to receive a card from her too, guess she's the first I had received a card for all these years on christmas, thanks :)

 好烦恼， bomb been going on and off at home and I'm really sick and tired of their nonsense having to be the endure-er and neutral to be the middle man. If they bomb on Christmas I shall be like, go ahead and quarrel and after you guys have finish let me know. A lot of things have also been happening on the postage side giving us all sorts of rubbish and excuses, ridiculous.

好懒，it's been like almost a week from the start of holidays and I have not started on assignment, I am lazy to do and get sick sitting in front of the computer most critical of all, I don't know how to do and no one is willing to teach me :(

好想，I feel good right now everyday sticking at home and do some house work, sit in front of the TV etc and don't want to get back into life of school.


Christmas is coming! I'm so excited and looking forward for it though only two cousins will make it this year. Better than none :)
Oh, during lunch saw somebody and I had no idea why mum invited him & his girlfriend to the party too I thought she said only to get people of the same blood to come? Never mind I've got one extra gift to receive :x

Having and enjoying holidays because I have not work on assignments yet nor revise for tests but sigh at the thought of all these. Intend to go for lesson but all slots are fully booked so I had to go one for each day at random timing tomorrow will be 815am omg, have to wake up like 7am? and out of house before 745am.

I cut my fringe off because I hate to clip them up when I go for lesson like an idiot, lols mummy said I'm nerd while my sister laugh when she sees me :( I think I look much younger right now :) hahas I'm always am whenever I cut short my hair :o Only when I reached home at night looking at it feeling something wrong then I realise I meant to cut like this when I mean cut short but it always end up different. You'll know when you see me back in school.


I think I am starting to turn into a shopaholic, we have an ipod nano few years back nobody use it as dad said he want to sell it but it's been like years so finally I took it out and intend to use it. I charged it for the whole day but I can't on it :( not sure because no battery or what(if anyone knows, please tell me) so I went to apple store and saw other products they had hahahas, 'i' is so addictive and I feel like getting some of their products- iphone, ipod, mac book. Been thinking if I should get iphone 3 since it appeal to me more than iphone 4 and it should be similar to Samsung Galaxy (not very sure cause i'm idiot with these)but I don't know dad suggest Samsung galaxy for me but in fact he wanted it himself -.-

The dates, day and to do's are confusing me.
Wednesday - 22rd
- lesson at 815am
- return DVDs

Thursday - 23rd
- lesson at 1030am
- collect food from CS after 12pm
- gathering at night
- cousin coming out

Friday - 24th
- collect food from NTUC after 12pm
- party at night
actually I should collect those food like on 24th but I got all confused end up with one on Christmas eve eve hahas.

I just found this out ----  Increase your protection on facebook
The latest 'protection' fb came up with in order to inform you if there is someone else hacking into your account whatever but the key point is, you have to provide country living in with service provider but they don't have a country - Singapore -.-












2 decisions made me regretted.
- Waking up in the morning & going to school
- Partial during lunch break & email faci

When faci was seriously explaining the problem statement and everyone was attentively listening to him, I could not breathe for that split seconds and tried hard to catch my breadth which took me awhile without anyone knowing. The reason for that is a visitor from another team came and sat beside me but he reek of smell, cigarette. It's not the usual one that I always smell while walking in public think it's from his own country. I smell it when he first came over and tried to endure it as usual but somehow all of a sudden there I goes start unable to breathe.

Later on I felt better but brain seems to lack of oxygen feeling kind of moonwalking, weak and unable to think. during second break decided to partial and go to Borders with Mum as she went to see doctor. I wanted to tell faci face to face but he was rushing off and failed to tell him so I decided to email him but he seems cannot be bothered with me, didn't reply my email. I hesitated all the way from classroom to briefing to home despite I told my team I was going to partial, mum that I was going to partial. Psycho myself about don't feel bad to partial even if I stayed I won't get a 'B'. It sound ridiculous hahas but it's the second time I partial for these year + months.

Seriously I didn't want to wake up in the morning and goes to school but still went primarily due to the briefing thing. Oh well at least I think I spend my day there pretty good :) But now I don't know how to do RJ & even if I do, will he still give me 'D' or 'F'?


Why was the lawyer studying the Bible right before he died? 





He was looking for loopholes!



we are going to have one in our house :)
we went to the florist week ago and they didn't have the smallest one and make another trip when their shipment arrived. I saw the tag it's discounted price for early bird but out of stock then told mum why not order now first with the early bird price but get to choose the nice looking tree when their shipment comes. heee the first guy attending to use said it even if we pay now but pick later the price would be the non-early bird price but then after I suggested to mum and asked the girl attending us she said yups sure. Saved :)

I feel like I'm having holidays right now since I had not attend lesson for 4 consecutive days with evaluations & MC & weekends. I'm kind of sick and tired with hectic and challenged days coming everyday non-stop with nonsense by people around especially selfish, inconsiderate, noisy, loud, grumpy, etc....
























For the first time in my life I didn't submit RJ.
Not because I didn't know how to do.
Not because I forgot about it.
Not because I am lazy.
But it was open a day after the lesson ended and I had no idea there was RJ until I saw the grade for that day. Hahas but it didn't affect the grade I got :)

I'm really happy right now with tests and assignments all over. & just now went to see daily grade I was surprise with 2A :D though I thought I would only get B or even C been really under performing in class especially in OS(thanks to dry...) & MIS(thanks to nice...)

Today went to class at 2pm and left at 3pm hehes it's because of DSA evaluation. When I reach and started writing codes out my hands were trembling so much. But the process was quite cool, we had to do out 4 small part of questions on paper but related to the assignments actually I anyhow did it. After I finished it, faci came and look at my Othello and told me about the logic thing I thought she wanted me do modify but nope :) and she said I could go after telling me that. Actually I don't like her way of teaching in class and felt stress and scared of her but I find that she treat girl much better, each time she would come and ask me very gently how I was doing like only once per lesson.

I can't wait to go for driving lesson, I had been wanting to go for weeks but with assignments and test tiring me out and impossible to have time for lesson at all. I saw those student driving around and really wanted to drive too but had not been touching anything related for almost 2 months now.

27th Dec would be when DSA assignment 2 comes out; Christmas present? Kind of horror that it come out soon but who cares? I've been drained so much lately and finally freed right now.

I realise my cat communicate with birds -.- morning when I called her to eat I heard her meow which was surprising. I went into my room and she was there sitting outside look at a bird sitting on top and the bird was looking at her too. Awhile later my cat started meowing at the bird and I was worried she might jump over trying to catch the bird. I tried to hold my cat and get her back but she kept meowing away and I saw the bird making noise too. No choice I took a treat and lure my cat down and didn't let her jump unto the window again. The bird was like so....? Sitting there and kept looking at the cat and me before it decide to shoo away.

In the morning I was sad by some abrupt things happening at home and just nice evaluation was in the afternoon. It seems to be planned before hand for me like to be at home during this timing also other things that happen from time to time... I don't know but still feel blessed by God.





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