Sometimes I really miss our previous class which was the craziest time I had with friends in life :)

J Calling Beatrice Mama~ with the accent and she would look at me with her eyes shinning + . + and start to rub my head and ears.

J Going down to eat during first break with Jia Hui and comparing whose chee chong fun is nicer and moreee.

J Going around hunting each team slides all over and when we did not know what to put inside everyone was so open and shared it out all.

J Same team with Zinc during maths and going super fast to solve the problem statement and never fails to do questions from practice questions and impress police woman.

J Hitting Valerie hard on her back that she goes ouchhhhhh and become like a turtle at that instance feeling the pain and numbness.

J Calling Wei Xin out for lunch together who refuses to leave his seat and go down for food but not long after he always join in for lunch even hurry ask to go with his stomach grumbling.

J Jonas, Wee Ping special slide and reasons justifying for their slide on maths module.

J Beatrice and I trying hard to solve Math PS for the day and when it was solved we also go for extrassss and felt so much satisfaction at the end of the day.

J Going for lunch as a big group and occupy whole table row only for our class.

J Bunch of us walking together from class to interchange and get so high and funny on the way.

J A big group queueing up for food at the same stall and I am always the last to finish with everyone eyes on me and saying jia you, you can finish. LOLS

J When being in the same team, we strive hard together to get A at the same time and felt so happy for each other when we did.

J Tolerating Gabriel super long 6p and deviation from the topic.

J Auntie Clement treating us lollipops and even brought a whole can to school ended up so many of us having one lollipop in our mouth during lesson.

J During math module, Valeria felt so hopeless and other tried so hard to get her going and even stop her from partial so every modules taking her belonging away and run around even hide it.

J Getting bullied by others but not any more when I start to hit them hard on their backs.





I'm going

 crazy, stupid, insane,  annoyed, irritated, unsatisfied, grumpy, unhappy,  unconcerned, weird, evil, cranky, blind, deaf, tolerance-less 


I'm starting to get so impatient with classmates and facilitator. I wanted to pour out everything there to at least get something off my mind but I got no idea how to type out each details of thoughts and feelings but I am sick of them all though 2 more weeks and it will all be over but I'm really unable to reach till there and right now feel like running away from all these. 










I've been having crazy and weird dreams lately always relating back to school, class, classmates and even facilitator.

Last night I dreamt of WKH *OMG*
I was in my class with faces of year 3 as my classmates and seems like WKH's lesson and I was telling them about the fat guy coming to yesterday class and so on. All of a sudden a guy sitting beside the year 3 in front of me started scolding me and kept asking who this fat guy was. Looking at his face reminds me of the fat guy and I realise it seems to be him though...

He was fierce and kept driving me to say out he was the one I was bad mouthing about of course I kept denying it all the way. Then he said he is going to transfer me out of his class cause all my classmates are complaining against me and the Indian year 3 guy said I was ....(I don't know what it was) and I rebuked against his false claims against me. Ended up I had to join this group of students outside the class whereby we have this 'DM' to see if the student will be allowed to continue to given a chance or to get expelled.

He was okay with others except for me against and said I was not good looking enough and unable to let me continue on to study in school. Of course I said to him in a nice manner, I thought this school is based on student capabilities instead of look and guess what...! He told me we already change to based on good looking students long time ago.

Then later on we had another lady coming take over us and everything went better and stop all these bias-ness and time for me to wake up from my another crazy dream again :)


Terrible 3rd meeting today with WKH.

First team to present, first slide was shoot by him and said to be copied off from 6p directly. Subsequently he assume that all of us took from 6p too and with that annoying look on his face but he swallowed down everything only saying he hate people taking off same direct slide but unable to explain and without present it without any modifications. My team was the last to present, and after we presented he said at least the last time modified slightly.

He shoot everything with programming questions but the fact is we only learn Java yet he is asking something else. Though we may come across and read during research but it does not mean we will remember nor fully understand. He questions us and being dumbfounded, he was even more certain that we took off slides from 6P without comprehending it.

Certainly I feel that he is a bias person or very subjective person. With just 1 slide and he kept based on that slide and accuse us of plagiarism. Obviously the girl presenting, made the slide was offended and cried eventually with all the anguish in her heart. Similarly to what I felt when we started lesson of the first few weeks, he accused me of using the same picture as another team for his previous day class. Ridiculous man with ridiculous accusation.

No doubt all of have 6P and look at 6P to do slides especially my class but don't he ever knows that the school also get information from the web site which students may also have the chance to use it?

Btw, I am back in same team with gollum what a surprise when I stood beside him waiting for him to get up and chop his seat and he told me he is seating there in the team same as me. There I go okay, then I sit inside there. Though I had a few unpleasant experience without those people but now everything seems to be better perhaps it's going to be the end of semester and everyone is nice. He is not bad today, he did the PDT on his own and I thought he was going to present himself but eventually he asked me to present the points. When faci asked the terminology of the hack type and I knew, I saw him wanted to shout out the answer for me to faci cause he can't hear me due to old age. But suddenly he paused and looked at me, guess he suddenly thought of not taking credit and funny part 4 people calling faci and I asked if it was the answer. Hahas what a scene.






I have no idea why but my classmates were shocked realising that I'm not Singaporean. All reacted with their eyes open wide and mouth wide open and look at me har! you not Singaporean? and repeated their question and asking where am I from....hahas, Am I an alien or something? No worries I am going to be one soon, next week got to go and submit application after much waiting. Till then please ask again who are Singaporean in the class and I shall raised my hands together with you guys.





Submission for assignment 2 is going to end soon but I stop doing it yesterday officially. Now I am cranky due to all the tiredness and stress with tests and codes. Well, if you see me and feel I am weird don't be scared I won't eat you up but I guess I will be quite up and down of emotions :)






Java kills....
Yet next semester still had to take advancement of Java...*Faint* Imagine with two much bigger assignment than now and web application might also have assignments too, How would I survive through.....

I'm going to sleep!

"下雨天了 怎么办 我好想你”

This songs reminds me of Creamchi in the past. ( * FYI * my big white dog).  

She used to be so scared of the rain and when we re-home her it was in the rainy season. And being so un-use to without her around fooling around at home it reminds me of her whenever it was going to rain and thinking how was she at the other place. 

The funny part is, when it was going to rain or hear sound of the thunder logically should be hide beneath somewhere but she would jump higher up to bed or sofa and sit there panicking. She seems to have overcome her fear but I am not very sure though if she conquered fully or it was just some distraction then. 

Been thinking of going some quiet place to spend time looking at the work of the Creator. & now I want to go, not thinking to go. 





小宇，小小表弟出世了， 但事情不乐观。

Heard from relatives that he got virus infection due to unhygienic nurse who actually touch the scissors blade to see if it is sharp enough to cut umbilical cord and failed to sterilise again before cutting thus causing him to have infection right now. And he came out earlier than the set date thus making him more fragile, that day he refused to breathe and turn into purple when a nurse saw him and brought him up to ICU currently still not out of danger period.

Though hearing from them seems to be such critical thing but I don't really feel anything like he would be fine, totally fine. My mum asked how I felt and I told her plainly I don't feel much though sort of thinking if I would be scolded for not being empathic for my little cousin. Instead she felt the same way as I do. If my other relatives heard that would surely scold both of us...

 I think I have the 'empathy' power. LOLS. I am not sure but somehow I have the sense of feeling things could go wrong or right except for studies though.

Nevertheless still hope that he'll be able to come out of ICU soon and let her mummy hug him.


原来她爸的这么变态。

Yesterday went out for walk with mum around, and she told me what happen to my sis that day which made my mum couldn't sleep the entire night because my sis came out of her room middle of the night and told my mum what happen.

My mum told me that my sis's dad that day drag my sis by her hair to see the mess she created and then still holding unto my sis hair and slapped her. Sound so dramatic like those Korean shows but it's so violent for him to treat my sis like that. Lucky or not for him, that night my mum and I didn't saw it else tsk tsk tsk he can sleep outside of the house. Thank God that my sis told my mum about it.

Mum questioned him that day when they were alone at home with us schooling and he told my mum I cannot accept the change cause at certain age already...bla bla bla... definitely not an excuses for him to treat my sister that manner.






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