//BeautifulMe.
안녕


I live life with simple rules.
I care for those who would also care.
Maybe I can’t give the best companionship,
but I can treasure all good memories.
Maybe sometimes you don’t like my personality,
but behind my imperfections,
I can still be there to lend a hand when you need me.






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Friday, 30 April 2010 | 7:12 pm | 0 hearts♥
I'm taking a break today and decided to changed my blogskin & blog *clap*

Today was pretty pissed off when faci told me that how come you have the same picture as my yesterday class. Some of my classmate helped me a little by telling him that it is quite common to get it from the web what but he refused to believe and tried to say that I copy off from his yesterday class. OMG wth, I don't even have any friends who had took the module yesterday don't believe me is it you can check my computer. I was angry and those words went through my mind, I said it was from the web.

Then later on my second slide I sian already and just explained and when he asked me question I knew the answer but I did not want to answer him and told Biscuit to tell him instead. I was still angry with him and while others were presenting and I felt so wrongly accused. =((( Gary asked where I took the picture from and he google and found on the web, see stupid I told you so. When we ended, Gollum asked a question if you do not click on the link how would you know if it's a fake one. I wanted to explain to him still in angry mood then biscuit and Gary chop in together explain to him but biscuit also very irritate by him so let Gary explained to him instead. Guess he knew we were angry already and he asked such a stupid question, then faci wrote on the board 'Use you brain!' After Gary explained, he  still tried to ask and faci told him of course we must use our brain to know and decided not to click on the link. Everyone burst out laughing.

Before we end, Gary actually open the web browser and google for everyone to see how I got the picture and faci finally believe us and told him it is in the first page so you would see it quite often too. During 6p, there is also a similar one in the slide --.--
Gary told us not to be aggressive with Gollum since we are going to face him everyday and faci won't understand out stand either.  Towards the end of presenting, I was quite glad to have them help me answer the questions otherwise I would be so angry and start with the 'WHAT!' face to them.

Oh ya, while we were presenting
faci : your team ____ is missing right.
us: ya.
faci: just to check cause I am checking the attendance.
omg faci, while we were resenting you sit down there to check attendance instead of listening to us?! HEH



Monday, 26 April 2010 | 8:13 pm | 0 hearts♥








Friday, 16 April 2010 | 11:50 pm | 0 hearts♥
It's the second day of year 2 and weekend is here!

Felt like changing school without programming or IT related modules but faci told us about going everywhere there will be IT+Business which is very relevant to DBIS & DBA so even if I does not want to take this course any more but in time to come I will still going to face it and be left behind if I do not learn IT. Thus why not learn it now and try to do as much as I can rather than wait till old unable to find job and regret. 

Definitely missed W46F, though some people does not not really mind same as me from first semester to 2nd semester. I seem to be unable get into the new class like previously and being still so introvert ever, thinking I had change slightly but never. There are a number of foreign talents in my class and oh well they get along better knowing each other since year 1? 




Monday, 12 April 2010 | 11:09 pm | 0 hearts♥
I never like the feeling of parting with someone else, unless it's someone I don't fancy to hang out with. 奶奶, came back without any noise just now and I went to open the door and saw her belongings packed ready to move out so soon. Though it's not my own 奶奶 but still had felt sad when she hurriedly move her things and went off. She stayed here for only a week and I felt it's not that bad to let her stay here for good. She was afraid to trouble us though it wasn't at all. I knew recently something was going on between her and mum when they talked without any sound heard from far. But I did not ask mum, if she would want to tell me she would without me asking. Now,  奶奶 moved out to stay near another old lady to take care of her. I guess 奶奶 will not have much relation with us any more since she stopped working for us and even move out. Hopefully things will be fine for her and do contact mum when she in need of someone. 



Sunday, 11 April 2010 | 11:00 pm | 0 hearts♥
我想要去运动。



| 10:42 pm | 0 hearts♥
I was neutral throughout, and being indecisive to go or not so I did stayed awhile and trying to look for company when sticking around. But maybe I was too self-centred with everyone treating me as invisible and walking past me, talking around but not me. Ended up I left and felt hurt when I tried to go back and nobody care less about me perhaps I expected way too much. I know they won't be able to see this nor would I be able to face them and tell how I feel which push me away from them. But I am indeed hurt though. As I left, I thought about it and clearly see the problem lies in me nevertheless I would hope someone would just appear and let he/she knows what I am going through and able to accompany or encourage me.

EZEKIEL 34:16
I will search for the lost and bring back the strays.
I will bind up the injured and strengthen the weak,
but the sleek and the strong I will destroy.
I will shepherd the flock with justice. 

I am like the lost one you have found and bringing me back but I still ran away when I got the chance, refusing to stand strong in your name with faith, being a coward giving in with fear. I did think about what was said at the end of the service in my mind as I walk my way home but ya, I am a coward. 



Saturday, 10 April 2010 | 2:55 pm | 0 hearts♥

有必要这样吗?
四月到九月份的课都放出来。



Thursday, 8 April 2010 | 5:12 pm | 0 hearts♥
Recently had people adding me on MSN and I accepted them readily. 
Just now I logged into MSN and this 3 people talked to me all with the same sentence as long I reply them no matter what I said. 

Scene 1
Anonymous: Hey
Me: yes?
Anonymous: ...bla...21/f male right?
Me: no
Anonymous: I'm bz...bla...bla...bla...
Me: you are?
Anonymous: I'm uploading some picture...bla...bla...bla...

Scene 2



Anonymous: Hey
Me: Hey
Anonymous:...bla...21/f male right?

Scene 3
Anonymous: Hey
Me: ?
Anonymous: ...bla...21/f male right?
Me: haha

With this three windows popping out the same sentences each time sure would know it's the  same person or using some sort of system to reply people.  Nevertheless, I blocked and deleted all of them. Wonder what these people are up to, previously had this lecher added me and kept wanting to go web cam though I told him I don't have it. 


Anonymous, bad intention, evil

 people. 



Monday, 5 April 2010 | 12:03 pm | 0 hearts♥
First Sunday heading to church without having to go for lesson before it.
Felt different indeed and much more freed.
Though the reason given was that too much cost to bear but rather that's only superficial.
Truth is there is another reason beyond this.





| 12:09 am | 0 hearts♥

If I had to give present to everyone that I know of during their birthday, I will be poor forever. 
Especially if it is on consecutive days. 






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