2 decisions made me regretted.
- Waking up in the morning & going to school
- Partial during lunch break & email faci

When faci was seriously explaining the problem statement and everyone was attentively listening to him, I could not breathe for that split seconds and tried hard to catch my breadth which took me awhile without anyone knowing. The reason for that is a visitor from another team came and sat beside me but he reek of smell, cigarette. It's not the usual one that I always smell while walking in public think it's from his own country. I smell it when he first came over and tried to endure it as usual but somehow all of a sudden there I goes start unable to breathe.

Later on I felt better but brain seems to lack of oxygen feeling kind of moonwalking, weak and unable to think. during second break decided to partial and go to Borders with Mum as she went to see doctor. I wanted to tell faci face to face but he was rushing off and failed to tell him so I decided to email him but he seems cannot be bothered with me, didn't reply my email. I hesitated all the way from classroom to briefing to home despite I told my team I was going to partial, mum that I was going to partial. Psycho myself about don't feel bad to partial even if I stayed I won't get a 'B'. It sound ridiculous hahas but it's the second time I partial for these year + months.

Seriously I didn't want to wake up in the morning and goes to school but still went primarily due to the briefing thing. Oh well at least I think I spend my day there pretty good :) But now I don't know how to do RJ & even if I do, will he still give me 'D' or 'F'?



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