Friday, 8 October 2010 | 10:10 pm | 0 hearts♥
What’s The Fuss?
赢了咯。
I had been spending this week out, only reached home around evening or night time.
Guess I’ve been wild and now do not like to be kept at home just like Merly, the kitten we brought home for a day intending to adopt it but later on her first owner was not agreeable the way we let it roam around our house without locking it up in a cage to prevent it from running away thus returning it back for barely less than 24 hours spent with us. It didn’t catch any sleep in our house and kept running around seizing the opportunity to play as much as it wants at the moment.
In what way am I similar to it? Oh well right now I don’t feel like staying at home anymore. I reached home looking the same mess before I left the house and even more mess on the other side with my sister back home and nobody care, nobody clean as if waiting for me to reach home and do everything. I was mad, really really mad everything waiting for me to do. When I have to go school in the day, even when I am having holidays, even when I am out. How will I not be angry? How will I not be grumpy, for me to clean the house, keeping it neat and tidy eventually the rest of them messing it all up and asking me to clean and do this and that yet mum still blaming me for this and that. How the hell could I tolerate all these? I’m not your maid, mind you.
Just now mum was complaining about me being fierce towards my sister despite she may do wrong and mess up the house. Ya right, now what? 2 of them are just letting my sister getting her way out through messing up the house and not listening to me yet blaming to be too fierce towards her? Fine, I shall not care about a damn thing of it and let them boil hot enough to snap off and let them teach her by themselves. During dinner, mum asked my sister to eat some meat and vegetables, she refused then mum said about having soup once again my sister tried to snake off and eventually mum snapped banging table and yell at her. First time in my life, ‘you deserved it.’ was in my mind.
Sis’s dad came back and my mum started complaining about each and every one of us and says about how tired, busy bla bla bla she is and don’t know what the hell I am grumpy about. Maybe I should get a life by getting a job and stop staying at home doing all these things yet being blamed and not having someone to feel for me.