Wednesday, 12 May 2010 | 9:33 pm | 0 hearts♥
Read a friend's blog, we used to be buddy in primary school and went into the same secondary but different class and didn't really contact much after than. On the day of receiving our O level certificate, she got 9 while i got twice of her, 18. She went into JC, a place which I wanted to go too but I've got no ability to reach there. Now I'm in RP, best ITE, worst Poly define by many people. I really wonders what have I been doing in my life such that I had achieve nothing while others are in better places scoring in their studies. Though it said that everyone have different talent while they are weak in academic but good in other aspect; culinary, art, music etc..... but I had none of it. I'm not good enough in study to score A, neither am I talented in other aspect, I tried out piano but it still isn't one of my talent neither am I good in sport since I have this ' thalassemia' though I can still run and jump around but limited . Sure I had been such good Mummy's girl for 11 days to 18 years of my life, she never really had to trouble so much about me as I not rebellious like any other normal kid.
But I am always bother by my not found talent especially when every year pass and people coming up to you asking what do you plan to do in the future? Is there anything you are good in? Are you in JC? etc.... Reality just struck nearer when you get older and in one or twice year time you would be out there finding job without any strength that would help you to get a job.
Reading blog of theirs really pushes me to be a better someone but somehow it would just be forgotten in time to come and finding myself reverting back into my tortoise shell after time.
I'll doubt I be able to make it with GPA of 3.5 this semester to continue on with the Uni program.
Till then I'll be wondering in rounds.