//BeautifulMe.
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I live life with simple rules.
I care for those who would also care.
Maybe I can’t give the best companionship,
but I can treasure all good memories.
Maybe sometimes you don’t like my personality,
but behind my imperfections,
I can still be there to lend a hand when you need me.





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Sunday, 11 April 2010 | 10:42 pm | 0 hearts♥
I was neutral throughout, and being indecisive to go or not so I did stayed awhile and trying to look for company when sticking around. But maybe I was too self-centred with everyone treating me as invisible and walking past me, talking around but not me. Ended up I left and felt hurt when I tried to go back and nobody care less about me perhaps I expected way too much. I know they won't be able to see this nor would I be able to face them and tell how I feel which push me away from them. But I am indeed hurt though. As I left, I thought about it and clearly see the problem lies in me nevertheless I would hope someone would just appear and let he/she knows what I am going through and able to accompany or encourage me.

EZEKIEL 34:16
I will search for the lost and bring back the strays.
I will bind up the injured and strengthen the weak,
but the sleek and the strong I will destroy.
I will shepherd the flock with justice. 

I am like the lost one you have found and bringing me back but I still ran away when I got the chance, refusing to stand strong in your name with faith, being a coward giving in with fear. I did think about what was said at the end of the service in my mind as I walk my way home but ya, I am a coward. 




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