Went to Malaysia over the weekend, finally after 5 years according to my cousin.

Big Aunt house is the same as ever, big but messy upstairs cause both my cousins aren't tidy person and always wait for the maid to clean or aunt to clean things up. Aunt had bought/rent over the one next door so she had much more space for her work guess it wont be so squeeze any more during the day when they work and people over around. She had a cat too and a small breed dog, the cat is beautiful with white fur and blue slightly transparent eyes.

Everything looks the same over at 2nd Aunt house except there's a meow and different colours on the doors & walls. Most importantly 2nd Uncle has change for the worse and things does not seems bright as the way before. Nevertheless, Aunt & Cousin was still able to hang in there till now. I slept there for 2 nights and felt it was terrible place to live in with so much noise pollution around the house. I wont want to spend my nights over there any more though it was the place that I had stayed growing up.

2nd Uncle moved house to a bigger one with nice decorations around the house but it's too high up making you feel so empty and small when few people are around. That day went over and manage to saw my cousin girlfriend which my 2nd Aunt and cousin has never seen before and just nice when I was around he brought her home. His younger brother has changed so much from naughty little boy into a bookworm look but seems like their attitude hasn't really change much when the 2 guys argue over with their younger sister.

Manage to go to back to my grand-parent house but right now it had sort of become 1st uncle house thanks to his wife. I heard from relative that his wife tries to get the house over as theirs and stay there for so many years when they had their own house but rent out to people. Right now grand-pa is still staying there but heard that she tried to get grandpa to move to 2nd Uncle house then she shall have it all in her hands. When she drove me to the house, she told me now everything has changed, I thought to myself yeah, right. Walk around the house and reminisce back when we were young all of us would go there during weekend to gather and eat. So much memories there but then right now it seems so cold and empty, she made some changes such as having locks all over the house and doors closed here and there which made it look so dark.

I went into the kitchen and it always seems to be the kitchen that I had so much attachment with, maybe my aunts and grandma were always there preparing food for us and we as older kids would go in there and tried to help listening to theirs stories and so on. But one thing is that I had never like to sleep overnight there. Once I cried when mum left me there for a night and woke up so early when the sky was still blue before the sun rise with water mist I was crying, waiting for mum to come. there were the old granny and grand-dad statue over both side of the bed.

Perhaps we have all grown up and it was not as fun as I thought it was in the past. But the fun time is not about then bringing me around the places. It is the time spent with them being the most fun and meaningful moments around. The next time I'll be back maybe 10 years later. LOLs



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