Went down to LET for service today but felt so weird as I went to MRT and saw so many familiar faces going in the opposite direction.

I still like LEW more than LET!

I saw this guy that looks like those bad guy in HK show look hahas =D
& i saw this lady looks hostile but she turn out to be my leader @.@
After service waited for time to pass and went for the camp briefing.
Felt like backing out right now and reluctant to attend the camp which is only one more week away.
God granted my wish not to be in the same group as him but my group mates compromises my ex-cell mates whom I do not feel close with or worse still feel so awkward with them.

How am I going to face it?
Suddenly I hate it. I do not feel like going anymore but can't unless I've got H1N1 which certainly I do not want to.
two weeks holidays gonaa be very short but sure got to take the time out to sleep as much as I can.
I realised that, my classmates does not like me
& the same for me.
They are types and types of poeple f..... all day long.
its like its free attaching their words and sentences with it.
i hate them.
i hate my cog faci, she's just like that logan.

it ruined my day.
S.T.U.P.I.D

p.s i think i still do like him


It's 23 May 2009!

Officially 17.

I spent the night trying to figure out DrPyton -.-
anyways, thanks for the wishing!
My ice - cream cake will be coming soon!
finally got the chance to eat it
hahahas

Thank God that creamy is here with me for 17 birthday!

Yesterday, 22 May 2009
I was so glad to be in the new math team but totally mood-less after tiring weeks
but i manage to endure till the end and felt much better when ppt ended.
But still need much more rest for the coming days with UTs packed

That's all.
short & sweet =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHIN KAH YAN & ALICIA =D





My sore throat is gone, but it turns into cough!
Irritates my throat so much that I'm coughing as though I've got pneumonia.
I feel like I've fallen sick but I thinks that its only allergy.
School finally ended for this week and UT going to pop out soon.
Many of us felt so sian and tired of school since it's only the third week?
We start to get so listless and moody everyday hoping to see 6p and run off.
Thing has not been going well for me but my grades were reasonable to me so far.
Things aren't perfect
When things go smoothly for grades, each day I feel so bad
when each day is good, my grades are bad.











I can't let go.

Mum broke my heart once again last week
told me to give creamy to the adopter and not asking too much
too much..
How could I just give her away without knowing the details?

I've been cherising the time between us
and make time out for them before I left and when I comes home

I've cried too



First week of school was enjoyable but second week was totally ruined!
Everyday presentation seems to be ruined!
monday we had trouble with the graphic
tuesday didn't finish the slides
wednesday had troubles with the module to start the slides
thursday don't even understand the module and incomplete slides!

its was damn embarrassment to present without a incomplete slide not even half
and i was damn sad
It always my team which seems not as hardworking as others
doing things in the last minute or even not doing it!
what happened on thursday totally demoralise me for the next coming more weeks in school
even though grade was ok but the comment made me feel so weak
and I dun feel like going school anymore
I do not like the mindset of my teammates
always saying that C is good enough
at most retain and repeat the module again
hello!
if you want you go ahead and not pull me down too.
I am trying hard to do my best and now what
only the second week already so demoralised.
certainly there is bad people in my class too
criticising the foreign students and even the faci too
they are really different people
at least they should not even critise them in front of the whole class
sigh.....





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