Xinyi and Xinyi are troubled and doing RJ.

lols what a nice sentence.

Alright what a day for me too.
Mum again nag at me and i felt so piss
Whenever she tells me how tired she is when I push all the housework to her
only then i realised i am such a busy person.
(when school have not started)
once i wake up, i got to clean dog's pee and poo (x2)
feed the dog(x2)
clean pee and poo again (x2)
change their water
tidy up any mess if creamy made one specially for me(which mostly she does)
wake my sis up
make her/my breakfast
wash the dishes
tidy up the living room
occasionally clean the floor
nag at my sis to school(she's stubborn)
then again creamy pee, clean(i got to wipe like 3 times;mum requested)
and that's all for the morning to noon -.-
truthly i do not think it's that tiring la
at least i can do with it
but when mum do she will nag and grumble
she told me again how she will 'discipline' creamy
or else one day she CANNOT control will throw her out
oh yea, then one day i also CANNOT control and throw you out?
she's been reprimanding me lately about this and that when its not me la
u understand the agony and anger but yet you can't let it out or even say it?
she says she different from other mum yea true but
天下的妈妈都是一样的
一样的，
罗索
冤枉孩子！
唠叨
lols!

this week so far hasn't been good but its only tue...hopefully the worst has arrived.
i dun like monday faci
i hate tuesday team
i dun like wednesday module
being too picky hur?

you fakey!








Finished school @ 3pm today, earliest of all!
But the faci didn't say we can go and all of us stayed behind MSN and did RJ
i finished everything at 3.30pm and it was time to go
and everyone was hesitating can we go now?
then faci said we could and we broke into laughter
lols
Past few days been having good good faci except for day 1
so i went to the 'international' meeting
lols
the room was packed with so many people from all over the world
everyone speaking in their own language
the room was so noise polluted
as usual majority are from China
We also got people from India that seems very rare to me...
lols
my classmates are just so bad that they don't really respect some people
oh well applying what I had learn
different folks, different strokes
weekends are coming!
and i sure need to sleep much more.


http://news.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Malaysia/Story/A1Story20090420-136253.html

Seriously, they are too cruel.
I understand that it was their culture and belief but they too should have respect the living creature.
Sigh what a world!
In such a way to kill the adorable pup.


School started yesterday and
it seems quite fun for me.
We did some programming stuff using the "turtle"
lols
turtles can write too!
but the faci was quite fierce i think
he got such a black face when we were presenting
i guess he was really dissatisifed with us and will grade us low.
But today i think we've got a nice faci.
she is.....cute?
and learnt science thought it would be BORING but its quite ok luh.
waiting for school to end now
but still need to prepare for presentation before we can go off...
everyday presentation..
presentation everyday..
everyday change seats too
and I'm having some comments about everyday
that not saying out is the wise decision.
lols


I think i am more tan after 5 consecutive days under the hot hot sun.
But i don't think i lose some fats...

Cypher camp was much more fun than orientation.
Orientation was bad.
Cypher camp was good.

School going to start on next monday another 2 more days to go
feeling nervous about school start
and stressful looking at those requirements
and UT test will start soon after school start
Seriously I do not think I can do this on my own
so much and so tough

Somehow I sorta lost contact with my 1daz friends
I don't know why and how
they seems so lost with me since I went to the orientation with my friends
they like pretend they don't see me..
oh well
what else can i say.
In a poly, we met so many different people that sometimes I find them so off the line...
But that's where my future starts.

& now i remembers what you said before about poly life
yups
it's true, i guess


Oh noooooooooooooooooo
I'm falling sick soon!
okay, I feel so .....
aunt just called to ask me go back on sat and its like
pushing time out after whole week of tedious dayssssss
and sunday morning i still got lesson to go!
monday and tuesday got cypher camp
and today till friday there goes the insane orientation lasting all the way to 9pm on friday
and sunday morning 10 am got lesson!
ahhhhh
the time just don't match!
when i wanted to go
someone won't allow or there got some sickness
when they are on holidays and I'm busy with exams and stuff
during the O's they always scold me for not going back
and its not that i dun wan to
but hello
O's are important you know just like your SPM!
Now my legs are sore
I cant walk fast nor run about
and now what
i am falling sick before school going to start in a few days time
sigh...
maybe i'll go back
and maybe not
see what mummy says..
but then i can't get my stuff before school starts
I thinking not to go for orientation tomorrow..
since only the group of Malays going while others not


Orientation was N O T FUN!
Cypher camp was much better than that!
It was a mess for the orientation over thousands of people moving around
can you imagine
SIT already got over a thousand people and adding on other school people....
SIT had to take the court hall since we got 1000++ people and it so warm in there
we should have the hall instead with the aircon...
tomorrow no idea if i would be going with my sore legs
and my eyes are closing when i'm eating!!
argh..
not fun not fun


I never though I would have time for this right now.
We are almost halfway thru the week
Just came back from camp today and i miss my dogs!
Camp was nice overall
I love the camp fire and water games part
Campfire night without a fire
hahas
we had so many cheer/song
and the SL were going crazy and making the MC tiring and us laughing
we followed the SL to go crazy instead of the MC too
but it was really hilarious and fun
they also turn the place into a 'disco'
they just dance around while we sit around -.-
we had cheers too but only one cheer till the end
and some group could just get such
pervertic cheers out and it so...

In this camp, I met people so different from our clique
our SL were friendly and nice
my teammates were also funny people
we get so much laughter wherever we went
however they are still nasty people around
I met this SH that is so unpleasant
she talks very nastily and we don't like her..
but the one who started to talk about her
she seems to be selfish too
she gets her way without thinking for others
first night I could not sleep at all with someone snoring out so loud!
once she stop and the SL are talking far too loudly
and it just keeps on coming.....!!
we also got a funny SL with us and also with a weird name (alouis= a louis)
I was expecting things to be something like red camp but nop it wasn't but still a nice camp!







This shall be my first and last post for the coming week.
It's been such a busy days lately and more to come
Past few days had been out to buy things but did not manage to buy much
Creamy is now under medication for the diarrhoe and she's fine
but Yoyo is having some problems with the eyes and keep tearing, redness in the eye etc..
brought her to the vet today and nothing much
i saw another lab look exactly like creamy just some difference in size but really alike
even yoyo thought so too and went ahead to be so friendly with her
hahhas..
tomorrow shall be the start of 2D1N school camp
followed by orientation for the next three days till fri
then school will start on next monday 20 april.
hopefull i'll be able to throw some fats away with such tight schedule
and fixed eating time unlike at home i can eat whatever whenever i wants.
I went to the main service today and so difference
the last time i went there was like how many years back
it would be nice if spdl move up there...
but then again it will be a big congregation
suddenly i smell something that made me think of the past again
a very familiar scent..
i thought about then
we just got creamy
and back into secondary school days again...
It's raining!
hahas hopefully tomorrow will a good day for camp




Today was such a busy day.


Business was good today
Soon after we reached crowds keep coming in and we had a hard time with all those orders and people.
And I met 2 BBR....
some people just could not spare a thought for others while others would.
quite piss off during that time
and also felt that i was blamed for such mistakes..
not sure if i was too sensitive but yeah.
i did felt like going to quit but i knew it was impulsive of me for such thought
but just got over with it..

After work, we went back to school to take our cert
terrible days and beautiful days were spent in school for the past four years
but its always the terrible ones getting so unforgetable
nevertheless, still feel that 'happy old school days'
I saw miss zhao in green
looks so unsuitable for her..XD
Got our cert back and its...
Went to take 901
hahas
we don't need to squeeze anymore!

Went to meet mummy and then talked about creamy lao sai again
once more she bombard me with questions
what about the medical fee?
if need special diet then how?
money money money...
aiyo, creamy creamy creamy
we thought she was fine after finishing the medicine and did not lao sai anymore
but now there she goes again.
its like wth.

How should I conclude such a day?





My mind seems to be malfunctioning.
I made quite a number of mistakes recently hope it didn't affect much..
Suddenly i realise that my last day of work will be on this friday instead of next.
How more blur could I be.
20 will start school but a week before i will be going to school everyday from morning till evening/night.
time flies...
holidays are going away aww so sad.
creamy and yoyo are getting so buddy nowdays
hahas
together they make mistake and get punish
together they eat
together they sleep
together they jump unto the sofa
hahahas
wonderful doggies.
one day creamy bite right side shoe while yoyo goes for the left side shoe and together got scolding..
or
yoyo bite paper and creamy bite from her mouth and tore it into two parts
right now!
yoyo's butt faces creamy face and both sleeping together!!
hahahas
my little nice doggy!!
i went to google puppies
and saw so many cute puppies making me so excited!
creamy must be very cute too since she is so pretty and adorable now at the age of four.
i want to get more puppies!
maybe not right now...
better to adopt them from the streets like yoyo
XD




I'm feeling so tired.
I need more sleep!
Started working again lately..
Not too bad actually..

I was so moody for the past few days and today too
my sister was in a blur state for the whole day made me piss off too
2 times on the bus i told her we are alighting
first time she said she didn't heard
second time she nod her head but sat down there-.-
while we cross the road, an aunt block her and she tried to overtake her without looking that a bus was going so near her
it was dangerous despite i know its going to stop.
i told her so many times yet she could not remember nor hear me
=.=
like father like daughter

I went to church today and things seems to be...
going to be different
IF only i make a step forward.



Out of the blue i thought of someone.

Yesterday went to Mp to send PP for surgery.
Took a long time before we got him back home.
A day without PP, you felt so weird right.
He looks fine and good but throwing tantrum i guess.
hopefully he will recover soon like Yoyo =)
I saw this black cat yesterday
it is very skinny looks like got beaten up
fur is very messy but its not a local cat
I wanted to carry back home but when i get back it's not there.
I also saw another cat looks like Siamese it sort of get ready to chase after me -.-
I saw so many cats yesterday and the day before saw so many dogs.
Recently i also got step by creamy on my eye
its got blue black but mostly covered up by my panda eyes hehes

I was listening to this song and got reminded of someone in church.
This feeling seems to come nearer and growing stronger...
I don't really feel like going church anymore,
Everytime I'm alone, always.
Started off with attending church alone without much bothered and met cell people
soon, spdcl change and i dun want to attend cg anymore.
But my friend is still there with me for church so i went along too
now i left cg and my friend change church.
Maybe you think I'm getting so emo again.
But its not.
If i don't think about it and leave it there and get busy with other things the problem will still be there.
It won't get solve by itself...
I still likes to go church but I hate to be alone there
Making friends and meeting new people is not easy for me
it's hard. hard you know. so hard.
i did met one but soon she didn't attend anymore and always : "i've got no obligation, you know."(sickening)
So many familiar faces left and i dun feel that comfort anymore.
In the past I could stand there till my mum comes but now i rather walk away to the Koufu.
It's so contradicting.
One hand i dun feel like going
the other i felt so weird to skip church.
If i don't go on sunday, then wed comes and i miss church
If i go on sunday, sat comes i miss church and hopes it come soon.
I am happy to be there but hates to be there alone.
I don't want to change church again..
I love this place.
I thought of going to the other one maybe i'll feel better but its way too far unless i get to move house to private house..that's so impossible.
Sigh. when will i get someone to go with me?


Lately i been going out and people looked at me with a very weird pair of eyes.
Even in church...
I hate that people.
Yesterday i went out with my mum to this hair salon
Everytime my mum talks to me or i stood up everyone looked at me unanimously
I got so unhappy with them and walked away.
So what is so weird with me?
Friends of mine who read this tell me please.






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