I hate going for lesson when I tried so hard to practice it but she does not seems to see that I did, I tried.
On Sunday after lesson, I felt so sad and had crazy wild thoughts in me oh well there are only thoughts..
Nevertheless it does affect me in my mood to practise harder each week feeling that it all wasted but I had no idea why I played it so badly when I wanted to play better. I was afraid to land my finger on the wrong key and played with caution which in turn made it all out so bad.





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