Monday, 14 September 2009 | 12:05 pm | 0 hearts♥
"Losing everything is at the same time the scariest, as well as the most liberating experience you can have. When you have something, - anything, you've got to protect it from disappearing. And so worry becomes a resident in your heart. When you've got nothing, your heart overflows with gratitude for every offering you receive"
I've got it from fb one of the application...seems to be relating to what happened yesterday at workplace. Can't believe I shortage of 20 over dollars and got to pay back myself. I was so pissed with that another Indian supervisor again(always Indian) saying why I don't smile. I was like, hello you going to deduct my money and you expect me to smile? wth, I didn't want to be bothered with her explaining to her why. The guy behind me said don't worry tomorrow you will have excess of 50 bucks and I smiled cause it was a lame joke to me and the Indian girl said now you smile. Of course I smile when you tell me a joke, stupid. The one beside the one who count my money was also an Indian but she was better, she asked if anyone had took over my counter I said yes, another Indian girl and the Indian Supervisor who counting my money said it's my fault no one to blame. Fool, I was just answering her question right? I was pissed with her for such "rudeness" and do doubt her in counting money too, it's the second time I let her count my money if I'm not wrong and first time it was also short of some cents so okay. The one before me counted by her was also short of 4.70, 30 more cents to deduct her money but who knows mine was worse...Zzz
Yesterday I dread going to work seeing such crowd sooner or later I will get crowd phobia (lol) requested to go off earlier with that Indian supervisor again, and she rejected me so sick of her.
Right now, seriously don't feel like working cause I'm way too tired so much that I don't even have the energy to think about how life would be without Creamy at home. Initially, didn't want to work because of that Guy Indian followed by because holidays are ending and now back to the bias-ness of the Indian supervisor there again and my tiredness.