//BeautifulMe.
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I live life with simple rules.
I care for those who would also care.
Maybe I can’t give the best companionship,
but I can treasure all good memories.
Maybe sometimes you don’t like my personality,
but behind my imperfections,
I can still be there to lend a hand when you need me.






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Tuesday, 24 March 2009 | 8:00 am | 0 hearts♥
I remembered once i was in lower primary, that bastard cane me till i got bruises and mummy apply ointment for me.

when i was in upper primary many times he would ask my sis to go into the room and whack for no reason or over slightest thing.


year 2003,P5

I could stand no more for such a stupid action of his.
I went into the room and took the cane from him and scolded him right in his face and took my sis away.

2004

it just gets more and more often.

2005, sec 1.

he went berserk in the morning trying to stop me from using laptop by placing the password.
He threw things around and temper too.
he went into my room and threw my things around too
Mummy argued with him and how dare he push mummy made her almost fall.
(p.s i broke that stupid pass)
same thing happen more often than ever in that following year.



2007, sec 3.

December 30 2007
He was unhappy that I got a new room
but still wants to place somethings in my old room
he threw all my beloved items in that big garbage bag like no memories at all
i was so pissed off
you can place your things everywhere and anywhere while i can't
bastard
me: STARE
bastard: stare what stare
(p.s next time i shall use this.)


One fine day, sudden burst of volcano.
went into my sis room and started throwing her things
with much force and spoilt them
I went in scolded him
me: throw what throw everything also throw
bastard: ignored and continue STARE!
me: snatch from him
bastard: what!?
me: ever the same say what will change also never. useless man!

bastard: what you talking *wanted to slap me*
me: stared right into his eyes with hatred and shouted
mummy came out from her room and tried to stop us
damn you old useless thing
i brought everyone to my room except the bastard.
I wail out so loud in my room with my mum and sis
that damn old man stayed in the kitchen to eavesdrop.
Even broke the toy 'hammer' for my dog.


i asked God to take him away from then on...



2008, sec 4 finished Os

Not sure for what again.
he was angry and whack yoyo till i super angry
showed him black face
kept her in my room
mum, sis and i went out for lunch
left the two dogs behind..
(p.s i was so damn worried.)
at the void deck, mum heard him shouted at my dogs.


once more no idea what happen already
but he broke the roller to hold the toilet roll



2009, waiting for poly

once he cook something and mummy forgot to add water
causing the food to be burnt not much at all
and he unhappy
scolded my mum
bastard: you every time also like that.
kicked yoyo's toy and causing it to split
Making loud noises
baning here and there
(p.s you s.t.m? its the first time tut.)


Damn bastard started to whack dogs already.
and scold my sis for being useless and brainless
More frequently unhappy and throw things around and spoil them.


28 febraury 2009
somehow unhappy and whack creamy so damn hard.
sat down there like a guard dog and do not allow creamy to move
kept using the cane and scare her with it
damn old fellow keep coming out of his room to look at her
he also scolded my sis for being brainless
if she is brainless then is your fault lo
(p.s i never knew you got the potential to be a dog.)
(p.s.s if ever she broke down you shall die!)


23 mar 2009 7+p.m

threw his temper when my dog took the food on the table
he continue caning them
i asked him: cane so many times for what
bastard: no reply STARE!
me: who ate it?
bastard: no reply, whack creamy
damn you old fellow.

from what i could is that he is getting more violent than ever..
and no respect for us anymore.
one fine day i am going to show him how much power i have
and he will have no more foothold.
i tell you,
don't think you got train up is good
and you can show your muscles and
how strong you can to throw your temper around.
You will age first i tell you.
you are already 40
uncle..

never ever tell me, you got such a good and nice father.
I don't have it please.
just shut your mouth and do your own things.

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