Just ended 'The Family Meeting'

Guess she just watched too much tv series that says we shall have family meeting to solve ur problem.

Words came out like bricks to break down my newly built walls!

How could she do that?

I have never ever had confidence for so long and now I've it build all up and 'puff' made my walls shake.

I should just end here i got nth further things i wanna say.
ARGH!


Why should I give up Add math and gamble on five subjects right at this CRUCIAL moment! When 'O's are just TWO months away.
All thanks to this person named James (not James leong but anyway James leong is so much btr than him!) He said i should just throw Add math away and concentrate on my five subjects so as to get all good results and add math shoo away. if M.R heard it, he will kill you and argue with you (maybe). I'm all so charged up to strive hard to get good results even with so much stress that i couldnt sleep yet i dont show it all out and you people down there trying to get me drop add math instead of giving me power! Don't M.R and so many people said about you can fail all the way but u never know what will happen in the end and u may just get an A. people do score even with studying for last few months!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My mum started saying things that she would not have said usually and she said it all OUT. Well, i guess just that James has some kind of power to make her so determined...?

*Sigh.

Why can't you just let me concentrate so hard myself and srtive?
But interupt me just as I was all geared up for 'O's!!!!

Why don't I just somehow get into coma and wake up when its like 2 wks before 'O's and restart everything and all geting into my head? isnt it just a good idea?

Labels: SHOO AWAY

THREE weeks to prelim.

SEVEN weeks to O's.



I feel tired.

seven days a week.

six days of school

one day of 'rest'

still no day to sleep ten hours.



i hate tue and thur b'cos

tue we have something called triathlon

we end with math proceed with math remedial and end with A math remedial.

and

thur we got long break in between and have to stay on school.



but but but

i simply love wed and sun!



i began to love add math it seems easier than math but in fact there is so much more deeper than what we thought about it.

chemistry is fun but not the practical that i need to wreck my brain to figure what are in there.

physics is boring but easy in practical.



Chinese result going to come out in less than a month.



why some people get the cleverness while others get the stupidility?

Labels: 我爱上了谁？

I doubted.

Is it true?



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