//BeautifulMe.
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I live life with simple rules.
I care for those who would also care.
Maybe I can’t give the best companionship,
but I can treasure all good memories.
Maybe sometimes you don’t like my personality,
but behind my imperfections,
I can still be there to lend a hand when you need me.






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Sunday, 30 December 2007 | 9:07 pm | 0 hearts♥
I am still quite angry about what happened yesterday..

People may think i am being.....ba dao?

But really very guo fen for what that idiot has done

Does that room belong to you?

No, is not so why should you call the shot?!

BLOODY IDIOT







this afternoon went to gym with yvonne and her father.

my first time there and well not really very pretty place but...it is always better than staying at home and eating.

we went there around three and checked in?

her father pay for my entry fee

thank you, uncle

her father really walk very fast just like LOUISE

from his back view he looked like Youxi' father

ahahhaa

we went there did this and that and soon

4pm we went off to bath and went our own way

he drove and drop me off at MRT station



and i took MRT home its so near...-.-

maybe because i didnt want to go home

its fun because i'm out no need to stay at home looking at those stupid faces.

somehow family can slowly become your stress and not joy anymore

been day-dreaming recently and want to get a boyfriend...=p
someone that can help me out with my studies and i get score well, we go out together to study

go out with me wherever i wan to go without any worries just happily



| 12:54 am | 0 hearts♥
It is so fuming!

That’s has been my room for the past SEVEN years and you can put whatever all those rubbish stuff u wanted.
And now!
I had a new room that is so much SMALLER and LIMITED INTERNET and yet you still being so greedy wan the whole room for YOURSELF!
Do you have a lot of books to put?
Do you have so many toys to put?
Do you have so many NICE & UNSPOILT TOYS TO PUT?!
NO, YOU DON’T!
So why should you have so much space.
You idiot greedy soul!
I will never ever think of buying things for you ever again in the future!
Just because she your daughter so that is what you should be doing is it?!



YOU STUPID IDIOT GREEDY SOUL


DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW TO RECYCLE


NO EQ


ONLY




STUPID Q!







@#%!)(&^&%$



I'm out.
Friday, 28 December 2007 | 5:00 pm | 0 hearts♥
I’m out!

Why isn’t there someone to help me out of it?
I’m really out of the track right now and there is on saving angels around me seems to be aware and helped me out by pulling me back to the correct track.
Everyone is occupied with their on things together with earthly stuff.
And that’s is what is happening to me too and I didn’t really like that is just like my days without any meaning or even just like I’m not living to my fullest in life.
Life on earth is short anything could happen anytime and anyhow no one can predict it, isn’t it?
I really DO envy people being so dependent on God; you may think it is not a very good thing to envy but how many people can do it?
Being fully dependent on God without himself interfering in God’s decision…

And you are being so happy living everyday of our live on earth without any worries why can’t you just help me out?
Didn’t you love to preach about things in life?
Then where are you right now?
Isn’t it time for you to appear once again and start to talk and talk and talk non-stop without feeling tired and dry…



Will anyone every notice me and remembers me?



Thursday, 27 December 2007 | 1:17 am | 0 hearts♥
This a most boring Christmas I ever had since from what I remembered…
This year we had Christmas very very simple just like how we spent the weekend even the decorations were simple too.
These few days I had watched quite a number of movies about Christmas they all had a similar motive?
Is about the spirit of Christmas and believing in Santa even the online game I played had this similar meaning too.
My relatives came today thought it would be only some Monkeys coming but there is another group came..
Very fun day..
I like it very much and how I hoped it will happen everyday.
Well maybe because we seldom get together so I would treasure the time spent together even more.

Anyway, I just like so much us being together despite there would be a very large crowd and noisy..
Haha///



Monday, 17 December 2007 | 8:40 pm | 0 hearts♥
I am finally blogging!


Holidays are ENDing soon..awww
really really very fast.


All right




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theres nothing in my mind to blog now....?















well then


































byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee



Wednesday, 5 December 2007 | 11:38 pm | 0 hearts♥
went to Orchard again with mummy this time round
after she went to see the doctor
we went to eat at this new jap resturant
mogumogukitchen?
not very sure of it but the food taste nice better than mac at least
we went shopping
well
only shopped one shop
and went home
-.-
SIAN
but NVM
went home by cab
omg
i CANNOT take cab
i guess i can only walk or take MRT in my life
thats the only way which i dun get car sickness or whatever
i totally wanted to puke on the cab just halfway home
really is euk
what is so great about taking cab?
many people would say
you are so rich to take cab..
but it really not a nice trip
anyway mummy said
no christmas tree and party this year
every year thats what i have been looking forward to and now it is CANCELLED
*sigh*
the thought of taking a cab make me want to vomit again...
seriouly have taxi sickness? yun de si



| 11:38 pm | 0 hearts♥
Yea, right wherever it concern about her you would open your mouth and give stupid ideas and talking stupid things.
But did u ever stop ur mouth and thought about it?
Why would she bite if she had not done anything wrong?
It is shown so CLEARLY
From the way she treated hamster, how she would throw the hamster in the cage
How high she put the hamster and the hamster fell she felt no sense of guilty and sorry.
Do you think I would let ur silly mouth talk and stop probing about it
I WILL NOT!
I’m not like her!
Letting u the way despite knowing u are WRONG!
I hate you
You silly fool!



Tuesday, 4 December 2007 | 10:22 pm | 0 hearts♥
went down to Camden in Orchard today alone..
so sad =(
lonely i'm so lonely...hahaha
took about 40mins to reach Orchard and walked around finding my direction
i finally found it and still half an hour away from appointment
still went up and sat there waiting
wait and wait
saw someone coming in
was the dentist..
still waited sometime and went in to take the X-ray
waited again and went in the room
nothing much and came out paying $130
i guess he earned alot
just one visit can cost at least $50
went around finding food
but still went to cwp and bought SUSHI!
four sushi cost only $2.80
so much more cheaper than bandito pockett XD
wanted to fetch my sis before going home
however.............
wherever i went those buses just disappear -.-
ended up going home and fetch her.
i'm eating pocky now
it taste really nice
=D

we may be together all day long
but there is no feeling between us
on the other hand
we may be together once a timw
but there is so much feeling in between.

how i wish that i would see you on the road whenever i go out.




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