Tuesday, 11 September 2007 | 9:45 pm | 0 hearts♥
all right time is actually running out for me to finish trying to finish my english homework but right now i'm so pissed off with it.I HATE SPEECH!
been thinking of what topic to do but argh!
thought of some topic but not much info was found on net and others are so boring..
deadline is just on this thursday two more days left and when i'm awake it will be 1 day left.
giving a speech i would sure lose out in terms of voice, presentation and reading.
school just started and first day something big happened.
MY MISTAKE.
SORRY.
then everything was fine but it was first day today so in the morning i didn't talk much and feeling _______ so didnt talk much to _____
i guess she thinks i'm unhappy with her and didn't talk to her and she avoided conversation with me so......as if quarrel like that but never.
then i also didn't talk much with her too....
anyway i did'nt talk to her then she and she got many many many things to talk so thanks to me that they have good relation with each other. LOL
shall back to brain storming again..
E-O-Y coming.
STUDY SMART AND HARD'
Sunday, 9 September 2007 | 10:11 pm | 0 hearts♥
Sand castle -- what am I building?If i had build my sand castles on sand which are very near the sea, very soon it would be destroyed by the waves.
If I had build my sand castles on somewhere further or rather on solid rock, it would have been destroyed that easily.
OR
If I had build my sand castles using sand that are very wet with alot of seawater neither would it be strong.
If I had build my sand castles using purely sand without any seawater neither would it last...or worst it won't even have any shape?
It is quite a similar context to building our lives.
That's the sermon for today, actually a lot more =p
It's been for long since i ever came forward to God.
Yes, I've been off track long long ago.
I was getting to more worldly things and i was very aware of it.
As my friends and me grew closer to each other, i fell away from God.
I was very happy and contented when the acceptance i had with my friends after so long of longing hanging with them like others laughing and have fun.
My friends are good girls and students, they are good people not bad people tempting me with bad things.
I felt so happy with them and when they are not around i get a bit quiet and normal. LOL
The happiness, the joy and laughter was only for short term it does not last at all.
On appearance i may seems very happy but somehow after that i felt empty, the emptiness and loneliness.
It is difference from previous when i don't really felt the acceptance in them and get quite upset most of them on the outside.
However, when I get happy for certain things probably being with God and the happiness felt lasted long.
I am not trying to say that being with my friends would make me be bad or whatsoever but just that I am a greedy person.
I need the happiness with my friends and God, the joy that would last and bring me closer together with my friends.
So it's time for me to do something.
Move on a little bit more.
Don't be lazy to do just that little thing that would help.
YES,God.
It's time for me to come back =))
I WILL
Saturday, 8 September 2007 | 12:32 am | 0 hearts♥
well just blog abit before going off to bedholidays are ending =((
didn't able to do much during the holidays
time just passes by without waiting for anyone
well..feeling abit hungry now LOL
listening to radio and heard the song sang by Ella specially for her dog which had died
so sad
recently i want to have a kitten or doggie
but i dun think i am able to afford such a long time to commit to my doggie..
so just think of having it.....
i saw a kitten so cute ~
end of year coming soon
i so hate seeing u online because u put EOY coming in a mths time
i hate that
maybe should BLOCK YOU
went to the dentist yesterday
got a new rubber band to put on my teeth which just hurts so much
previously was 1.4zo? something like that and now is 6.0oz?
simply means thicker and stronger lor
isnt honeydew to be sweet tasting and loving
but NO...this rubber band named honeydew i duno why its named that and it hurts so much
i wasnt even able to had a good sleep
i woke up in the middle of the night
how i wish i was able to take it off
but cannot =((
so ya..
it sure made my temper bad and
quite moody at times....
how do i live in school ?
sigh~
got to put a few more months
sian
Tuesday, 4 September 2007 | 8:54 pm | 0 hearts♥
SIGH its the second time I'm typing for this post the first one i accidentally deleted it -.- stupid
steamboat day
woke up later yesterday by 16minutes LOL
in the morning saw a MV by Ella for her specially dog which had died..
so sad =(
recently wants a dog too but its just a wants I'm afraid i cannot commit such a long time to it so just think about it will be enough
washed things and prepare for steamboat
went out to meet them at 1215 and bought ingredients home
started preparing all those food and made a mess of course
but fun =)
started to eat at 2pm halfway no more chicken soup and went all the way to NTUC and buy -.-
i was wondering will they wait for me or dun care me
but when i reached home =) still got food
they waited for me?
anyway get the second round
after that cleaned up the mess and followed that was cocktail &
chocolate fondue =)
yummy
they stayed around 630 before going home LOL
well as this is the 2nd post so ut off quite many things sian...
after all its quite fun for the day
i dun mind 2nd time =p
Monday, 3 September 2007 | 9:12 pm | 0 hearts♥
Woke up @ 7.28am 2minutes before the alarm going to ring =)woke my sister up too and let her dily daily for hours before going out
brought her to childcare and went off to school
started to drizzle
still early when i reached the opposite bus stop so i made a big detour before reaching school
reached there about 930am and started re-arrange those piles and tons of BOOKS
halfway jason came and did together
its so tiring
went down to eat with Jason after that piles of books
ahahah
went down nothing much to eat only one stall is opened
ate noodles which during normal school days dun have
not bad too
after that went back and re-shelves tons and piles of books..
one shelves after another...
its so CRAZY
finally four hours past and time to go home
it started raning cats and dogs
LOL
jason had no umbrella
he walked in the rain of course
and dreanched
so cool~
well that because i got umbrella
remember that time went to church just the same as him its like so aww
so wet and stayed in air-con room for hours
and so paiseh to sit on those chairs with wet clothings.
anyway
reached home and went out for lunch
laska...too spicy for my tummy...
got tummy upset =(
and cancelled tution =D
ahahha
shall end here now..
still left with add math corrections i got the whole paper wrong..-.-
Sunday, 2 September 2007 | 8:29 pm | 0 hearts♥
Early in the morning i woke up.Ate instant noodle halfway mummy woke up and went out for breakfast
went to church
and reached there LATE
not very late but still late
service was about sand-castle..
well, i learnt something..least.
everything under the sun is MEANINGLESS...
some others things too of course.
after that went for lunch and sat around there for a long time before we went off
finally i found it back!
The first passion for the piano.
The first passion for God.
the power to move.
even though i found it back
that didnt really changed my mood or attitude
as in the usual me its still me
emo?sian?dunno
just no difference
but i found it back
nice to have that feeling again
after piano supposed to go out to Yishun for dinner
but cancelled it
something is wrong with the car
went downstairs for dinner
just in case half way there the car.......
something bad happened.
so well...fated to miss the food there.
while waiting for food to come
my parents quarrelled again because of my sister
they quarrelled yesterday so did they quarrel today.
i felt nothing really much
IMMUNE to it
that great.
tomorrow got to go back school in the morning and do duty for 4 hours and be home for lunch hope to get to eat laska tomorrow =)
thats all i can blog for today
tata