//BeautifulMe.
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I live life with simple rules.
I care for those who would also care.
Maybe I can’t give the best companionship,
but I can treasure all good memories.
Maybe sometimes you don’t like my personality,
but behind my imperfections,
I can still be there to lend a hand when you need me.





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Sunday, 9 September 2007 | 10:11 pm | 0 hearts♥
Sand castle -- what am I building?

If i had build my sand castles on sand which are very near the sea, very soon it would be destroyed by the waves.

If I had build my sand castles on somewhere further or rather on solid rock, it would have been destroyed that easily.

OR

If I had build my sand castles using sand that are very wet with alot of seawater neither would it be strong.

If I had build my sand castles using purely sand without any seawater neither would it last...or worst it won't even have any shape?

It is quite a similar context to building our lives.

That's the sermon for today, actually a lot more =p


It's been for long since i ever came forward to God.
Yes, I've been off track long long ago.
I was getting to more worldly things and i was very aware of it.
As my friends and me grew closer to each other, i fell away from God.
I was very happy and contented when the acceptance i had with my friends after so long of longing hanging with them like others laughing and have fun.
My friends are good girls and students, they are good people not bad people tempting me with bad things.
I felt so happy with them and when they are not around i get a bit quiet and normal. LOL
The happiness, the joy and laughter was only for short term it does not last at all.
On appearance i may seems very happy but somehow after that i felt empty, the emptiness and loneliness.
It is difference from previous when i don't really felt the acceptance in them and get quite upset most of them on the outside.
However, when I get happy for certain things probably being with God and the happiness felt lasted long.
I am not trying to say that being with my friends would make me be bad or whatsoever but just that I am a greedy person.
I need the happiness with my friends and God, the joy that would last and bring me closer together with my friends.

So it's time for me to do something.
Move on a little bit more.
Don't be lazy to do just that little thing that would help.

YES,God.
It's time for me to come back =))
I WILL




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